I.
I’ve lost myself in a thinking well
Thrown off sided by a backwards remark
Culture slipped through my fingers
Broken down so fine it’s become nothing
All things new and equal
Do not speak to me of old men
Who have lost their fingertips
Fuck You. Wars revolve
Like disco lights in empty space
Red-faced, no money, walk funny
With my tale in the air
Advertising spring-time
Young thoughts that pour from an old cracked vessel
Is not the event itself or intention
A firing line that marks a boundary
Truth can be explosive
Or can die with one sad whimper
A firing line marks off property
In standard issue manifestoes.
II.
Biscuits for puppies
Served with tea
Lace hanging from thigh
“Remarkable weather
We’re having.
Would love to eat your socks”
“So I read this article
In the paper about
How down is the new up
And I talked Paul into investing
In some of that down.
We want to be well-equipped for
Our golden years, you know”
III.
The Alzheimic disassembly
Performed by minute elves
Santa scares the shit out of me
With his hoes, his bag of tricks
His ice-grill, slick racing kit
Going down in smoke. Coming up lit.
My memories screen in Technicolor
I write everyone into the plot
Because the doors of my perception
Have a twisted hinge and won’t
Shut all the way. There’s a draft
In my thoughts of a story with the worst
Kind of ending
When the howl of defeat becomes the clarion call
For a generation of subversives with no clear intent.
There’s a wind that creeps beneath my door
That carries in it the scent of fire, blood, and ash
And I carry on pretending
That I don’t notice it.
A blood-red disc
Of wheeling fire,
What was once called Pity
Ruthless and abstract
Cold iron black
Backwards walking
Into uncut time
Forever sifting
Kaleidoscope gel
One veiled layer and one
Of desire bursting
Burning
Bleating for your breast
IV.
Sad-eyed lady
With icy tears
Your wounded chest beckons me
I think I might have
Been born out of it
The daydream of your heart
A merry-go round of a million
Vapid lapidary lures
Black cages barbed
Black iron bars
I’ll lick you up and down
Flay your skin like flavor from gum
Julia O Julia
O Devoured Julia
Julia devoured Julia
V.
Was there ever a face that spoke to me
With all the eloquence of an Elizabethan
Cast out of time or functionality
With the empty wonder
And graceless tremble
Of a flower in a gale
A young girl weeping
Sweet tears rolling
Cutting irrevocable routes
Into ruddy cheeks
Tender valleys to learn the rough hand of
Time her old Master
Weeping for love unrequited
Unremembered remote embers
Pale reflections of her lunar
Vision
A vagabond in empty space
With only recollections for landmarks
She charts a course between the stars
Armed with dissolution and an old hat
To fall at the feet of the ages
Cast in a gaping maw
The abyss of the sea of the abyss
drifting
drifting drifting
like a piece of driftwood
drifting
drifting
America, old England of my heart
With your stunted traditions and
Six-toed cousins
In-bred well fed cheap by the dozen
Bought for a dime and paid for with time
Every second of your youth
Ticked and bleeding onto a sponge
Three for ninety-nine cents
In this clearance of souls
Plus tax
So she drifts
Drifting like a piece of driftwood drifting
“It takes courage to drift”
She hears someone say
Time ticking on
Flickering time turning
Gyroscopes, Falcon’s Feathers
Descending through the Magnetic
Dance of electrons
To reveal the gray anatomy
Gyrating hips devoured
Jack in a box devoured
Slabs of meat in dress
She devours devours dreaming
Of being
Devoured
Her smile belongs in pictures
Her brethren live in blinding lights
To wash out every flaw
Yet behind those smiles lurks
The black expanse of pasteboard facing
The effusions of her innocence.
Channeled in the blood of our cities
Emptied of all hope
Every morning about eight
Black expansive maw
Time is your music.
You must ride every turn exact
Leaned trusting into it
Play it like a symphony
Or don’t play it at all.
Those are the stakes.
We only play the game with those stakes.
Those are the highest stakes and those are the only stakes
Do not play it again for Uncle Sam
Do not play it again for the Master of Rats
The Builder of Dungeons
Out of the Dungeon and into the Labyrinth
The labyrinthine twining jungle
Dungeon of my desire
Acid rain eats away the Statue of Liberty
My heart weeps for her ugly stone flame
Crawl out of your impotent sterile sewers
Follow me on my merry pipe
VI.
Angel angel
I love your fist
As it closes round my wrist
To bring me unto you
I feel heartbeat
Blinking time
In fevered rhythm abreast to mine
Print a picture
There was no beauty not found
On your face
That I saw not wasted
By my tattered brush
Enshrine the lie in us.
VII.
I have created a hell for my lioness
Saith the Serpent
She shall dance and make merry
And love me in my brave disarray
Trees dance when the wind invites them
As flesh decays in the trap of old age
Caught in a will never endangered
By consideration
This inexorable will
Seen in death spasms
Hung by heartstrings
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